清晨五點的我寫著

凌晨四點,醒了,靜靜的面對鍵盤,聽著歌,腦裡晃過大大小小不同的,重要不重要的事情,當人太累,躺下來聽一首歌,幫助人的平靜;躲到電影院裡沉迷和享受令一個世界的可能,這種舒緩是很直接的刺激和放鬆的.看一本書,變得奢侈了--頭一個月工作還能帶著書本在地車裡吞,告訴自己我還未被同化,證明著自己跟地車裡千千個上班族不一樣的地方--這怎麼可能呢?

任性又怠惰的自己,曾幻想過能夠不逐流找一個自己的方向,其實大概只能在波流中找一個不會讓自己太不快樂的位置吧.叔叔說得對,當小妹妹當學生的特權快消失了,眼前的這一年變越來越重要,真的很想做墮進現實的心理準備之餘,把世界和心都多擴闊一點,多跑出去在陽光或雨天中拍攝,就像中五那年--那年的我,夏天的所作所為成了理想的自我的原型呀,也有著可以揮霍的一些時光,陽光跟可能性.

Powered by ScribeFire.

Advertisements

2 Comments Add yours

  1. LCD says:

    Vivi~ Hope you forever a child and a student in heart! The right to be a child at heart is something that we must fight for, or else we will lose it. So add oil on your fight! ^-^ support support! ^-^ Give you a song as a gift ar~”明日有明天” is a very nice song ar~ enjoy it~^^

  2. BUBUBUBU says:

    0.0TEST

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s