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終於狠狠的哭了一次,在自己的房間,因為他人導致遺失了兩件重要的東西,這地方沒有人理解為什麼有些東西我會珍惜,他們不理會,也不關心。該談何理解?然後在他們的凌亂和荒謬的生活中,我又驟然醒來,眼前的滿目瘡痍和每個人的自私,總無法成功隱藏和瞞騙過去。

我開始放心大聲的哭,沒刻意壓低聲線或鎖好門(被鑿爛幾個月也沒人理會過),我知道沒有人會聽見的。唯一想到的感激和安慰,是電話那頭的你。

如果能離開,多好。

換上那天踩單車遇上的小朋友做header,想起自己的劇本,我好像沉溺和投入得太多的自己在故事裡頭。

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6 Comments Add yours

  1. 陳伯 says:

    >哭過了,也就算了,沒有甚麼可以真的陪你一生一世。有的只是內心甜美的回憶,誰都無法弄丟。失去了就失去了,最重要不要迷失自已啊。要勇敢,小欣。

  2. 陳伯 says:

    >哭過了,也就算了。不竟,沒有甚麼東西真的可以陪你一生一世。只有內心的回憶,誰也不能弄丟。往者不可諫、來者猶可追。美好的東西要向未來去爭取。乖女孩、別哭,要勇敢呢!—陳伯

  3. LCD says:

    >o烏o烏~~~~>…。<

  4. Vivienne says:

    >^^一覺醒來便是新的一天好多了昨晚只是想及另一些家裡的事,才特別心酸。小欣會勇敢的!謝謝陳伯!謝謝lcd!

  5. LCD says:

    >Silly la^-^, no need to thanks me la~^^ My face will turn red red ga~ *shy shy* ^-^ hee~lay mo si jau ho la~^^ I understand you ga~ I understand how it is to live among people that doesn’t understand you. Is very hard and in fact is very sad too lae~ always feel lonely, always feel…… But if you look around carefully, you will find out that the once around you all love you very deeply lae~ is just that they are not like us, love literature and poem so much, to know how to express their love and inner thoughts to you. I believe they love you ga, but just don’t know the method(s) to love. Bear with it la~^^ I know you can do it ge~add oil ar~^^haha~feel that all of a sudden I turn into an old teacher~~~ahhhhhhh~~~~~oh no~~~~~ >.<Please bear with my “long air” too~ hee~^^

  6. LCD says:

    >嗯,要不灰才可以繼續寫下去,活下去這也是我很努力做到的寫明明感到很灰的事現實中灰透左絕望左也要在詩中抓緊一點點光一點點暖 And remember this? ^-^ ng g who said this lae? ^-^ heehee~^^ add oil ar!^-^ support you~so happy to step on your board board so many times today lae~hahaha~step step step~~~make it dirty~make it dirty~hahaha~ ^^ full of shoe’s print~^^

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